Friday, May 4, 2012

I Surrender

Suzie Sunshine has left the building for a while......just for tonight, she will be back tomorrow.......
Back at the doc's this afternoon, more antibiotics, another lung infection........I know this too shall pass.  I am exhausted from coughing so much......and just for tonight, I am wallowing in self pity.

It is ok to wallow, well, you have to give yourself a time limit.....mine is just for tonight.
I keep asking myself, are the treatments working?  will they work? what happens if they don't?
It's ok, I know they will, but tonight.....well you know, I wallow.
One of my students told me last week, that she believed my lesson in all of this was to learn surrender.........ok, you win........I SURRENDER.

Good night, Sweet dreams
tomorrow is another day


  1. Jilda,
    I am sorry to hear you are ill again. Sending you good wishes tonight.
    God bless you - Marsha

  2. Sorry for the caughing and the pain, do take care and all will be well, I am sure!

  3. You are such a strong person ... but we all get down at times. Sleep well - this too shall pass.

  4. Jilda! Rest, rest, rest! You're ill and feeling low - it's ok! Take care

  5. Just rest and have patience. There will be sunshine and clear sailing on the other side of this ordeal.