Well, I had almost a whole post written, and just trashed the whole thing......it's ok you deserve better. Even Blackie Bear, grunted in appreciation as I deleted it. Ha,ha!
My best friend called me tonight, she and her boyfriend are going to take a cruise through the Greek Islands for her birthday. As we talked, we both teared up a little, talking about how our lives had intertwined all these years, all the good and the bad that we had experienced. We talked about her husband's death, the loss of friends and family members and she said something really profound,
she said "you know whatever we want to do, we better do it now, it's not like we have our whole lives in front of us anymore". I told her that I had had those thoughts all week, that it had hit me so hard the past few weeks......that whatever I enjoy doing, whatever I want to do, where ever
I want to go, whoever I want to spend time.......I best be doing it now.
"It's not like we have our whole lives in front of us anymore"......that's the kicker, throw in a scary little visit to a hematologist/oncologist and boy howdy, there is a big bitch slap across the face. When I started this blog, I thought that it would probably really focus on the yoga part of my life....thus.....Transformation Information.....but life has a sense of humor and lots of curves and this blog took on a life of its own. If there has been any transformation in any one's life,
it has been in mine. The information.....I think has been more about what has changed me and what I searched for. I wanted to write a blog that would honestly help people with their lives,
but the blog has become a road map and guide for me.
So, thank goodness for Blackie Bear's editorial skills, and his honest grunts of disgust when I am tapping the keys and trying too hard. He too, no longer has his whole life in front of him and he has no time for key tapping.
Time for guitar practice and vocals, we have a wonderful gig this week!
Good night, Sweet dreams.