Days Like This

Ok, so here is the deal.......I never got out of my pj's today. Tuesday is my off day, and until May, Tuesday and Thursday(also an off day) my now three year old great nephew, Jordan stays with me. Jordan has had the flu, he is better now, no longer has a fever, but still very clingy and sick.

So I have held him or sat and cuddled all day. It was also a marathon day for coming up with food choices that seemed palatable to him. He has not eaten for several days, today he decided he was hungry.........but you know how it is after you have been sick, nothing tastes exactly right.

So, I would cook, he would taste, no.....and so it went for most of the day......nibbles and bites and when all was said and done, frozen ice pops were still his food of choice.

My brain is mush, the only thing I think I accomplished ( adult wise) I added three new months to my day planner. This has been one of those life lessons days, forget plans........you go with the flow and hope for the best.

I am about to play guitar for awhile........ because right now, I feel so disconnected, I need to be centered. I also feel an extra long meditation session is in order for tonight......(thank goodness

for a Wayne Dyer cd). If it weren't pouring rain, and pitch dark I'd think a long walk would be in order(that will take place tomorrow before work) And now to top it all off, that old song.....

momma said there'd be days like this , there'd be days like this my momma said is running

through my brain. It is time to find the real Jilda and call it a night.