This Too Shall Pass

Limbo is a hard place to be......between the weather, the carpenter's schedule and ours.....construction is hanging in various stages on each of the three projects. I try not to look at the house, the barn, the yard, the garden, the flowers, the creative space anymore. When I notice my surroundings, I feel the anxiety and then I have to really practice what I teach.......BREATHE!

I can take life in the fast lane, but limbo......I know this is all a lesson for me, and I am kicking and screaming as I am being taught. This too shall pass. But the uncertainty of it all seems to be filtering down into all areas of my life, I am floundering on everything. Grasping to complete simple projects and struggling with daily routines.

Several years ago, we did a remodeling project and it was stressful, but not like this. We hit that project hard and heavy, worked til we dropped and then it was over. Everything seems out of balance and the harder I try to balance the worse it becomes.

So tonight has become a night of reflection, some remorse, and a few moments of panic. But life is about balance, and when one part of your life is out of balance, sooner or later everything begins to shift.....that is what I feel tonight. This too shall pass.

A hot cup of tea, a good night's sleep, the courage to let go......and faith to know, this too shall pass. Good night Sweet dreams.