It has been a difficult day. My chair buddy Louis who spent my three years of IVIG treatments holding my hand, who has been to our home for holidays and family dinners is getting ready to make his transformation to the next place. Tonight, he is holding his own but the doctors say he won't get better.
Louis is a friend, he is family. I talk with him almost daily. He is the kindest sweetest person you would ever want to meet. I don't want him to suffer, but I can't imagine life without him. I am struggling. He doesn't want me to come to the hospital, but I want to go hug him one more time.
He knows that Rick and I love him, but I want to tell him one more time.
My heart is so heavy tonight. Loss is so hard. I am so very grateful that he came into my life, into my family's life.
Just a reminder to all of you tonight. Tell those you love that you love them. Hug them, let them know you care. Goodnight, Sweet dreams.