It has been a stressful day, the nausea hit in the middle of the night, the lung gunk seems to be building.....but I rested and then went to work to teach my classes. Nothing seemed right today, depression, sadness, heart wrenching stuff......I came home and feel beaten. Some days, because of where I work, life seems to have little value......I am grateful to be off for a couple of days.....my body and my spirit needs some recharging.
A student told me today, that he didn't have a clue about how much I was paid, but he knew I wasn't paid enough.......I told him, I didn't do it for the money.....it's nice to be compensated, and appreciated don't get me wrong......but I do it for the love, for the service to humankind. But days like today, I know that I can't reach everyone, can't help everyone.....and can save no one.
Some more medical tests tomorrow, yeah!!!! ( can you hear the sarcasm in my voice?) The blue moon comes out tomorrow night, hope the clouds go away and he shines his light on Empire, Al.
I am hoping also that I can convince Rick to take me to lunch tomorrow.....at Blackrock Grill so I can chow down on an oyster po boy!
Wishing you all hope and love,
Goodnight, Sweet dreams
Thursday, August 30, 2012
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Hope you are feeling a little better today!! Let's hope for a good vision of this blue moon! Take care
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I'm glad you are OK from the hurricane and I wish you well this weekend. Go get that sandwich! I bet you do much more good than you'll ever know. Sometimes we just have to take a step back and realize that we still have to do what our hearts lead us to do...for love or money.
ReplyDeleteWishing for you hope...and a good lunch. Looking forward to reading your past and future posts..
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