Back where I belong.....we have internet connection! Rick text ed me at a yoga training today, and I couldn't believe it, we were back on line.
I had a meltdown yesterday.....it just seemed the grief, the emotional roller coaster,
it all hit with a vengeance. I was in a bad place and it took some doing to get out of the darkness.
This teaching training had been scheduled for months, three days of it....and yesterday I began to fret about not being in our community over the weekend, not helping with the recovery, I was so torn.....but you know, this eight hour day of yoga was just what I needed. I needed to take a break, so I can help some more. This recovery is a long slow process, and everyone involved has to have a break at some point.
I am tired, but it has been a good day and it feels so good to be able to communicate without going to McDonalds(though I am very thankful for them the past few days).
Actually, it is so nice to sit here in pj's and write this blog.
Thanks for your patience, your support, your love and your kindness. Your comments were inspiring and uplifting, and I know that good thoughts and love were sent to me every day. I am so indebted.......once again, it is nice to be back where I belong.
Good night, Sweet dreams.
Friday, May 6, 2011
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Tragedies that you and your community have experienced leave your emotions raw. Slowly but surely life will come back to normal. No need to apologize....at all!
ReplyDeleteMcDonald's just reported they hired 61,000 people in the country for their stores. Ya'all not going by every day for fast food and wifi will bankrupt them! SMILE
ReplyDeleteYou are right about needing refreshment so you can keep helping. You don't want to feel burnt out. I'm glad you can use the computer in your comfy home now.
ReplyDeleteLovely for you that you are now back in the comfort of your own home and being able to use the internet. We take all these things for granted, until a tragedy like this comes along. I really do feel for you and Rick and all those who have lost so much. It was good for you to have that little break. Take care and know that you are in all our thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteSo glad you're back to the real world. Congrats on the completing the Yoga training accomplishment. Sounds like getting in touch with all you were bottling up was just what you needed.
ReplyDeleteGood to hear from you again.
ReplyDeleteSo happy to have you back, slowly life takes its normal course! Enjoy the weekend!
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